Here I am to blog again........
Weell, I am right now in my office doing nothing again. I don't know if this is good or bad but there isn't anything much to do as the company is not really started yet.........just correcting stuff here and there, Hmmmm.........my job seems to be not anything more than a normal office boy or just a receptionist.
He didn't call yesterday . He actually called in the afternoon but you know.........the contents that we are toi speak of are not things that yo ushould be saying in office moreover, it is not so good to use the phone for long when you just started out with this job.
Sigh...........I was so sad last night. So wanted to call him but couldn't get him. His hp no money. You know it is all about the money stuff again. I really hate my life right now. You know that there is a rather very heavy, dreaded feeling about everything and you feel so sian as you know that there are a lot of things that you need to pay and the amount is a lot and you owe a lot of people money eg tuition etc and the worst part about it is that you are reminded about it like every other day. It is like, it is so much of my responsibility to do all this paying that was incurred without my knowledge and then there is no such thing as money being shared in the family? Is this a good or bad thing? among family members, there is the who borrow from who and must pay back thingy. This kind of feeling is really very terrible as there is like something big for you to pay back and because of this, you cannot do a lot of things that you want to do. It is like it is all so not fair that financial situations are as such that the kids must help to pay stuff, everythign is like so unfair, but yet again, the most painful part about all this is that life was never meant to be fair anyway.
Other Youngsters of my age mainly look upon temp jobs etc as a chance to earn some pocket money for themseleves, buy some things that they really want to or maybe it is saving for a trip to wheverever with friends........but it is not like that for me. Off course there are also some plans to buy some stuff, but I need to be more burdened by the need earn money to pay back this tuition thingy, to give who back or give my parents etc that at the end of the day, i totally can't do anything for myself...............weep weep...............
Weell, I am right now in my office doing nothing again. I don't know if this is good or bad but there isn't anything much to do as the company is not really started yet.........just correcting stuff here and there, Hmmmm.........my job seems to be not anything more than a normal office boy or just a receptionist.
He didn't call yesterday . He actually called in the afternoon but you know.........the contents that we are toi speak of are not things that yo ushould be saying in office moreover, it is not so good to use the phone for long when you just started out with this job.
Sigh...........I was so sad last night. So wanted to call him but couldn't get him. His hp no money. You know it is all about the money stuff again. I really hate my life right now. You know that there is a rather very heavy, dreaded feeling about everything and you feel so sian as you know that there are a lot of things that you need to pay and the amount is a lot and you owe a lot of people money eg tuition etc and the worst part about it is that you are reminded about it like every other day. It is like, it is so much of my responsibility to do all this paying that was incurred without my knowledge and then there is no such thing as money being shared in the family? Is this a good or bad thing? among family members, there is the who borrow from who and must pay back thingy. This kind of feeling is really very terrible as there is like something big for you to pay back and because of this, you cannot do a lot of things that you want to do. It is like it is all so not fair that financial situations are as such that the kids must help to pay stuff, everythign is like so unfair, but yet again, the most painful part about all this is that life was never meant to be fair anyway.
Other Youngsters of my age mainly look upon temp jobs etc as a chance to earn some pocket money for themseleves, buy some things that they really want to or maybe it is saving for a trip to wheverever with friends........but it is not like that for me. Off course there are also some plans to buy some stuff, but I need to be more burdened by the need earn money to pay back this tuition thingy, to give who back or give my parents etc that at the end of the day, i totally can't do anything for myself...............weep weep...............
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